I know i cant do anythg anymore.
What's done is done.
You choose to being that way still, haish.
I got no other choice but to just let you go. .
You said You would never, Made me trusted you before you left.
But you came back, changing.
Being someone i'd never knew.
Someone who just. .idk, someone new ?
.
I love you, but i just cant do this anymore.
I said mean things to you.
Things which i'd never meant regardless of me swearing.
It's my mistake. .and i've no regrets, i guess.
May i hope its for the better.
Cause i cant stand anymore getting angry at you.
You're showing me that you wanted freedom.
You dont wish to listen to me.
There's always a reason to why im being like so.
But you just dont seem to understand.
Or maybe is it me who doesnt understand, idk. .
.
Now i know, that if you'd love someone. .
Some sacrifices are ought to be made.
Even if it hurts both of us.
Cause i know, i dont think i can be with you.
With your attitude and mine.
I dont think i do want to change.
Im leaving things to you.
But you tend to make it worst.
I guess i should just let you go.
Maybe some time in the future. .
That we can be together like how we used to ?
Im sorry you, im really am.
For being selfish towards you.
It's just that i love you soo much that i dont wish to share you.
Even the slightest bit.
Im afraid you'd be gone.
Despite being like that. .
You're just gone, just like that.
I thought i could save us.
I guess. .
Everything just go to waste.
Just because of one stupid holiday trip.
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May you be blessed in everything you do yeah ?
I still love you, baby :'*
Always will, always do. . .
Tuesday, June 30, 2009,
time: Tuesday, June 30, 2009.