

"I never thought that I'd fall in love
But it grew from a simple crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough
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Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
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Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
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Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up"
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To others it might just be a song
But to me, it kinda reminds me of my life,
a lil about the past
a lil about the present
Things been rushy lately
Too rushy i guess.
Just a blink of an eye, things just happen unexpectedly.
Well idk, i just wanna ask myself and ask yourself.
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Will things just ever be the same again ?
I'll never know.
Lets just have things happen unexpectedly again yeah ?
Let mother nature take its course.
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it's hard for me to let go,
was it easy for you ?
Maybe. .
Maybe not ?
Recalling on our good and bad times.
It can just bring down tears.
It can just bring us to sengeh-sengeh sendiri,
On how selenger we could be.
Haish :(
Let it all just be a memory to us kay ?
I'll still love you no matter what,
But i guess,
its just time for us to be apart for awhile yeah ?
Love you, still :*
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