Idk why but it sucks.
It affects people around me, kindoff.
I got irritated by even the smallest crap.
What's gotten into me man ? ?
Can't i be like the 'Old' me whereby enjoying life to the fullest ?
Maybe i am now but more with my mates.
The joy which i had with you just cant be everlasting.
There's always the tiniest smallest nonsense which will cause the flame to spark.
Those mean things i've said, i dont mean it.
I just wanted things to be in your head,
Being nice sometimes just couldn't my point across to you.
I hate myself for spilling shit all the time, idk why.
But it becomes a habit now, a bad habit.
Everything i do, i do it for you. . with a reason behind.
Trust me.
And im sorry for the mean things i've said eh? :*
Because i still love you, no matter what.
NOTHING can change that :***
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And mis, if you happened to be stalking and reading this post.
Im sorry for being pissed with you.
Thought you were the cause of it,
But actually it's a misunderstanding which i had myself,
and then turned it against you.
My apologies yea?
Labels: One last apology
